Respite care

this is such a small community of military families. we all know each other. we are all "friends" if not, we def. know the same people. im starting to get annoyed with it. honestly. this person said. she said. she did this. her kids did that. i need to STAY out of the drama. and i have so far. its hard not to get sucked in.

i just remember to not say anything that does not benefit the person i am speaking of. or i just smile and nod. the most important thing is to NOT tell anyone what anyone else said. oh goodness. this place is so much like highschool.

i had to fire our respite care worker after only 1 visit.

*stopping to think if anyone reads my blog from here.

*nope.

they may one day, so i wont go into details. but i was SCARED to do it, cause she is friends with EVERYONE and their mother on post. she is on the board of my bible group, PWOC. but i had to do what i had to do to protect my kiddo.

this is supposed to benefit him, not hurt him.


brayden's arthritis is really acting up. it breaks my heart.

i had a complete woe is me moment yesterday and cried for an hour. worrying about him. asking God why? why does he have to have pain? why does he hurt? it isnt fair! why couldnt it just be me?!

i still have hope that he will be healed. please pray for that miracle!
then, i met a mom. her daughter is in brays special ed class. she is autistic.
she told me, i just wish she could say i love you mommy. just once.

really puts things into perspective, huh?

sometimes there are no answers. sometimes we just have to make the best of what we got. maybe try to find the message through our sorrows. build strength through our trials.

sometimes bad things just happen to really good people.

i dunno.

but im getting there.

off to meet the new respite care worker.

if im not impressed, and i mean really impressed i wont do it.

my GF is going through the training to become Braydens worker. i can wait until she is finished. he LOVES her! and most importantly, she loves him.

XO,
Kris